I hate that I am not as successful largely because of my shitty personality and shitty character. My awkwardness, my ineptitudes, my social retardation, my fears, my deep weaknesses and frailties.
I judge so hard yet I can’t even interact with strangers, I can’t handle myself, I’m this pointless judge. You have to act, you have to avoid bitterness. Make things happen for yourself. Don’t worry about the weaknesses of others. There is no point. Unless you can change it, which you cant, there is no point in worrying about it. You kind of have to accept it. Move forward.